With ME!

If you want others to be happy, you must be happy yourself first.

Forget where i saw this, but i think its really meaningful. This is the attitude everybody should have. I am always look so cheerful and happy just because i want people around me to be happy too! Also i want people to feel comfortable around me! haha!

haha. we all took photos with yuheng specs, but the funny thing is that we didnt take him with his spec!

Went out with yuheng today to buy his shorts, then after that meet up cl and yl for dinner. Had japanese food again. Althought it was just a simple dinner, we had lots of fun as always. AND i end up buying things also even thought i didnt plan for it. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway frens..... the dresscode for weishun birthday celebration will be YELLOW!!!! Its on 9 august, so dont make plan for it on that day!

Mid year reflection

Even thought it has already pass mid year for some time, its still not too late to make some reflection. Looking at some of the resolutions i have make at the start of the year, i think i really didnt achieve much. Such a failure! haha.

ok. firstly, i wanted to slim down more. Was around 90 at the start of the year, now 84! 6 kg not really a lot thought. MORE TO COME! haha.

Then some materials that i wanted to get but i have gotten none of it! haha!

Think i will never get anything!

A new camera.
A new watch.
A new wallet (duno say for how super long already!)(and i still waiting for my gucci wallet)
A new pair of glasses.

Wanted to start learning driving, but end up keep procrastinating!
Wanted to learn cooking, but never get the time! arggh!!!!!!


WHY!!!

pushing daisy

Everyday we wake up with so many wishes. We all need those wishes to come true, but we do not need them to be happy.

Many people are just unsatisfied with their own life. This will always goes on if they compared themselves with people who have a life better than them. We should be satisfied with whatever life we are having now and not always complaining the things we are not having. We should look at the much more unfortunate people around us instead of always wishing gold can drop right in front of us.

I myself is someone who is always unsatisfied with my life. Always find this part of life wrong, that part of my life not glam enough. But when sometimes i sit down and reflect, my life is actually quite perfect. I have a warmth family, caring friends around me, but just lack of that small part. Its ok, i shall be patient and wait. =)

hanquan

Cold

Been receiving cold treatment,
or maybe i am jus sensitive.
Never been able to change the way i think,
even thought i promise to everytime.

This week in camp is kinda hell to me. Firstly, thanks to my swollen leg. Not really sure how i suddenly got it activated again. Secondly, my knee is really feeling damm uncomfortable. To make it worst, i got a bad flu thanks to russell. Shouldnt have share the milk tea with him. haha!

I found this conversation hilarious just before we were on our to book out.

cpt nigel: "hanquan, what happened to your leg? who bully you?" (the usual smile on his face)
xuanzheng: "some captain in our company loh!"
cpt nigel: "which captain so evil?"

Perfect harmony

Some amazing harmony. When can i reach that stage? haha

Unexplainable

This world is just so strange.
Or should i say is the people that is causing it.
Human just works in a unexplainable manner.
The mind just do things in a opposite manner.

Why do we take things for granted?

I guess people seldom ask themselves whether they take things around them for granted. Most of the time they actually do. Most of the people treat aquaintances better than people that are closer to them. This is because they expect people closer to them to understand them better, but they themselves dont really understand how the other party is feeling. Thus they ususally neglects their feelings and have high expectations on them. They think that it is right for them to do that, but in real, they are being damm selfish.

We usually tend to be in our best condition when with aquaintances, but tend to be sloppier when with their close one. This is due to them being more comfortable with the people closer to them. It can be good in one way, but to look at it much deeper, it is another case of people taking things for granted.

I do have this problem, at least i realise it. Time for many people to wake up from their own world and start thinking about how other people feels. Dont set different standards.

hanquan

what was, what is, whats going to be.