Sunday, April 27, 2008

Monotonous

My life recenlty have become and slow and boring. Nothing significant have happen to my life this few weeks. Every week is just waiting for the weekend, and for money to come into my pocket. There is so much of things that you cant do without money. Next week i will be slighty richer and i will start clearing all my debts.

I seriously need that someone in my life. I need someone to love and someone to love me. Someone to hug me when i feel down. Someone who i can call when i have happy stuff to share. Been waiting very long for the day to come, but the day jus seems so far away. When? When will it be my turn? Whats so bad about me? =(

Hope something big and positive can happen in my life soon. Really need that spike. Been quite down and no motivation and momentum to do anything. Just feel like shouting out loud! ARGGHHH!!!!!!!!

Hanquan

Saturday, April 19, 2008

A blink of the eyes

Today will be just a regular post to update on my life. No emo post today. haha!

So fast, its April already. Never really acheive much this month, think that will be the same for all the months. haha! 7 more months i will ord, that means 1 year 5 months of my army life have pass. THATS SO FAST!

Life in 42 still quite slack, the new mono intake will only enter during june. A lot of tasking though from my superiors. Do this do that, never ending work. Took ippt at the start of april, didnt pass as expected. Fail in my chin-up and standing board jump. Unexpectedly, i ran 11.50! A great improvement man. Really need to train up to pass it, i don't want to be a LCP shit man. Seriously need to get my 3SG before the new intake come! haha!

Been really into American idol this season. So many great singers, and every week is just looking forward to Wednesday. Its the American Idol Night! Really hope David ARCHculeta will win this season.

Not a exciting month at all, waiting for May to come because that is when i officially receive money from both my tuition. Been really tight in money, and there is so much things i want to buy and do. Trying very hard to save up money for the ORD trip with my buddies next year. 2009 will be a great year! (a bit too fast to look forward to the year huh) haha....

Oh. Jolene pass her driving test, soon it will be yuklum, liwen and yuheng. But pathetic me, I have not even book the btt. Will book it next week if got the time.

HanQuan =)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

525600

525600 minutes,
525000 non-stop tales.
525600 minutes
how do you measure, measure a year?

In daylights, in sunsets,
In midlights and cups of coffee.
In inches and miles of life to stride

525600 minutes,
525000 journeys to play.
525600 minutes,
How do u measure a year in life?

Measure in love.

I pesonally believe love can keep one person alive and his life fufill. The world seriously need this now. Love, because that is what keep people believing and also helping one another out. Helping people around who is suffering, helping people who lose love to gain it back.

Love is such a wonderful thing, and i am in love. =)

Saturday, April 5, 2008

I believe

I believe in the impossible
If i reach deep within my hearts
Overcome any obstacles
Dont let this dream far apart

I thrive to be the very best

Shine my light for all the see
Cause everything is possible when you believe.....

Diana Degarmo sang this song 4 years ago, and its touched my heart deeply. I still remember the goosebump i had that time.

Its true, that everybody should believe in themselves. We should not give up when we meet with any obstacles. Maybe its a bit too optimistic to think that way. But this is how life is. Not everything is fair, but try to make the most out of your life in any way. Don let people look down on you, cause you are way better than them surely, in some ways. =)

The world is getting so superficial, where sometimes the inner self is no longer important to others. How cruel it may seems, but this a fact. I am sometimes like that myself, this is how big the influence is.

Friday, April 4, 2008

David Archuleta - Smoky Mountain Memories

You oughta go north somebody told us
'Cause the air is filled with gold dust
And fortune falls like snow flakes in your hands

Now I don't recall you said it
But we'd lived so long on credit
And so we headed out to find our promised land

Oh and these northern nights are dreary
And my southern eyes are teary
Don't I wonder how the old folks are back home

But I'll keep leanin' on my Jesus
I know he'll love and guide and lead us
Smoky Mountain Memorieskeep me strong

I'll keep lookin' to the Father
Keep our heads above the water
Smoky Mountain Memories keep me strong

he is cute =)