Monotonous

My life recenlty have become and slow and boring. Nothing significant have happen to my life this few weeks. Every week is just waiting for the weekend, and for money to come into my pocket. There is so much of things that you cant do without money. Next week i will be slighty richer and i will start clearing all my debts.

I seriously need that someone in my life. I need someone to love and someone to love me. Someone to hug me when i feel down. Someone who i can call when i have happy stuff to share. Been waiting very long for the day to come, but the day jus seems so far away. When? When will it be my turn? Whats so bad about me? =(

Hope something big and positive can happen in my life soon. Really need that spike. Been quite down and no motivation and momentum to do anything. Just feel like shouting out loud! ARGGHHH!!!!!!!!

Hanquan