It is during this kind of time where you feel the need of attention and friends to ask how you are doing. But I seem to be not getting it. Nobody seems to care. Sometimes you wonder how close these people are to you. Ok, I think I am sounding super pathetic now. But it is like when you are sick and you want people to show concern to you. I wonder if I suddenly die now and who will really know.
I really want to thank my mother and brother for the last 3 days. I really can't walk at all and they have been helping me to move here and there, get this and that without any complain. My mother told me that she feels super heart pain to see me in such situation and worried that I will be like that for the rest of my life. I am really really grateful that my brother is at home with me these few days. He really helped me a lot.
It is also during this kind of time where I feel the importance of health. The pain that I go through during the night is really unbearable. I promised that the first thing I am going to do when I recover is to go for a run.
