Line

I should start drawing a line, to differentiate

People who can help me when I need them or when I am in trouble.
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People who only need me to do things for them.

I am getting a bit sick of this, or rather I am feeling really tired thinking of who are those that are my true friends. There are small things that people do here and there that can actually affect me a lot but seems like they don't really notice it. Simply, they take me for granted. Those who actually read my blog will notice that i have a lot of post talking about friendship, that is simply because I cherish the friends around me alot. I am easily provoked by their actions at times because they are simply too insensitive. Imagine me doing those actions? They might not feel it, cause they are so insensitive.

I need friends that don't mind helping me doing things. Sometimes, I will actually need to beg people before they agree to help me on certain stuff. Next time, I should just hesistate more when they approach me for help.

Today I saw a bag on ebay that I wanted so much, but the thing is that the bag have to be self-collected and I am reluctant to do it. I immediately ask jolene to help me to buy and collect the bag. Jolene without asking too much, agreed! WOOHOOOOOO!!! ONZ LA JOLENE! HAHA! Send me the list of things you want from australia, I sure get all for you, provided if I can!

Anyway, was thinking about me having too little friends yesterday. After some deep and enlightening thoughts, I realise is because I am very picky on my friends choice. Maybe 2/10 people i know can qualify. In addition, the people who i choose to hang out with, should be people I can feel easy with and also be myself.(crazily, bitchy and gossipy!)