Thoughts

I always think that I am very sensitive to the surroundings and the people around me. However, after so long with the help of theron, i finally realised that i am actually oblivous to the surroundings around me. I forgotten about my brother and father birthdays or to be more precise, i do not know when is their birthday. I am so ashamed of myself. I think my brother was actually quite disappointed with me. So, i decided to remember their birthday from now onwards. haha!

30/03/1993 - ah ting
15/06/1982 - ah kor
18/07/1956 - daddy
09/08/1985 - ah bee
04/11/1988 - me!
28/12/1957 - mummy

I am always not thinking properly and logically. My mind is always floating around. Now i then realise my mind is actually not wokrkign properly. I cant organise my thoughts well and i cant remember clearly things in the past. This is actually very bad for my brain and that explains why i always cant brainstorm well. In another words, i am actually stupid. haha! From now on, i am trying to think about whatever things that happened in the past instead of lettign my mind floats around. Theron says this actually will help me think better in the future!