Emotions

Suddenly feel so emotional again. I guess is because one of my buddy will be going overseas later. So many people leaving the country. My second brother will also be leaving soon. Also maybe because i am listening to lee hom new album. I personally feel that the album is quite good. A lot of emo songs. =) something that i will prefer more.

My journey in STC will finished soon, and i will soon be going to my unit. Really scared of going to the unit. I think is because i seriously do not know what is going to happen and i feel really insecure.

I want someone that will care for me. I want people to be as sensitive as me. But as i have say before. I shouldnt impose my values on others. There is so much to say. But i do not know how to put it in the correct way. The world just sucks! The darkness in people makes the world feels so cold and such a hard place to live in. I am really looking forward to the day, the day when everyone will care about each other deep inside their heart. Nobody how sad i am feeling, i will still put a smile on my face, cause i want people around me to be happy. =)