Escape

This weekend had been quite exciting for me, did a lot of things at one shot.

Book out on saturday at around 2 plus and immediately had to plan a very impromtu birthday celebration for justin. Me and yuklum was cracking our brain deciding on what to eat and end up deciding to go to zhen fu cai. Taste the same, Service the same, just with different people going with me this time. haha! Then we went to meet chuluan after her work to blow the birthday cake. We sing birthday song just directly at the entrance of tangs, it was quite a wierld place to sing, but as always, i am always the one singing the loudest.

Sunday, me and weishun decided to go to suntec, yuheng tagged along after being ps by friend. For two purpose, weishun to get his coldwear for japan, me to get my iphone at the singtel christmas fair held at the convention hall. End up, weishun didnt get his coldwear cause he realised its redundant to get another set. I didnt get my iphone too because the queue was bloody long, 6 hours just to get it. Met up with russell and james for movie Masdagascar 2 at cinileisure. I personally think the movie was ok only, for some part of the movie i had to actually make myself laugh and i dozed of at one part of the movie!

After separating with them due to them going to book in, i went to meet the girls for some kbox session. My throat was really not in condition, cant even reach my high notes properly! ALL thanks to james lui for his infectious virus.

Happy birthday to me 2008

Birthday card from my bestie

This year i celebrated my birthday on Friday 31/10/08 at downtown east again, with my family and my dear friends.

I have a lot of people to thank for my chalet. Firstly, my dad and mum who helped me a lot with the preparation of the food even though they are very busy with their work. Secondly, my best friends who helped me with some parts of the chalet; yuheng and liwen who helped me brought down the food in the afternoon; yuklum for getting the cake. Thirdly, all the people who had came down to celebrate it with me of course:

yuheng, liwen, yuklum, jolene, chuluan, weishun, xuanzheng, weixiang, james, russell, jonathan, sky, jackson, pauline, liujing, zhenguang, katy, clara, runkun, marktan, yingtong,

I requested for everyone to wear red, but i know its very hard for everyone to get one. But i am glad quite a few people did wear.

People who wore different shade of red!

JC friends


Family

Army friends? Friend i make in army? Trying to think of the right name for this, if not i will get my number deleted after i ORD. haha! please dont delete my number after i ord! You guys will be invited for my 21st. haha!

My best friends (chuluan is not here, cause she is working hard! haha!)

I am really thankful to all those people who came down to celebrate my birthday with me. Thanks for the present, thanks for the trouble, thanks for the laughter u all brought to me, thanks for everything!

LITTLE BIT OF HEART

Went to concert 'LITTLE BIT OF HEART' yesterday night. A solo concert by nicholas with LIV. Yuklum "invited" us to go. Or rather we are there to support her. haha! I have to say the place is really hard to locate. The concert was like at YMS. Super ulu.

Didnt really enjoy nicholas solo part cause it was quite boring. But i am really amazed by how he can just sing solo in front everyone, confidently. haha! LIV performance was quite interesting. It has to be, cause they are the reason why i go for the concert. If they also boring, i will just kill yuklum.

Sometimes listening so much to pop music, listening to some choral music can be really comforting. I quite like the christian song by LIV, it was quite emotional. Maybe someday, someday i will go back into singing choral. But not now. haha!

Stale

Nothing that i want to blog about. Nothing that i feel like blogging about. I forced myself to come out with this post. Thats how exciting my life had been this past two weeks. Everything is still the same. I am still waiting for that miracle to happen.

Times really flies. At such a speed that makes me feels frighten. 2 more weeks it will be my birthday. 6 more weeks i will ORD. I really have to start thinking of what i going to do during the 8 months before uni life starts. Started discussing with weishun yesterday. So many choices, so many things to do, but so many limitations. Oh ya, will be going taiwan after march with yuheng and weishun, and whoever from the group that feels like going too. It will realise. haha!

To those who are reading this blog, you are invited to my birthday chalet to celebrate my birthday on the 31st october 2008 at downtown east. Just a simple gathering with food and drinks and to make my life slightly more interesting on that day.

If you are reading, means u are invited. Cause only people close to me will read this blog and will only be invited. haha!

Silence

There is so many things to tell,
But i choose to remain silence.
You act like u care,
But in fact u fucking care about yourself.

You know nothing of my problem,
Cause all you want to know is about yourself.

Roses

I thought i found my one
In the bed of roses.
Trying to give in my all,
but end up getting hurt by its thorns.

No point feeling blue,
Cause all roses look the same,
Its normal.

Result vs Process

I always believe that in everything we do, results is not what matters most. It is the process in getting the result that matters. It is the thing we gain in the process, what we have learned during the process, what we find out during the process of getting the result.

However, only minority of the people holds this same value as me. So many people deem the result as so important that they ususally neglect the process. They forget what they do during the process. Results matters so much to them, is either they get it or not. I have no choice but to accept it. This is how the world is working. I am just naive sometimes.

Why am i always the one thinking about how people feel. Sometimes is just so tiring, and always end up being the only one feeling like shit.