Awake

Why is the world so cruel to me?
So unbearable. So disturbing.
Makes me feels so near yet so far.
Far from what i expected at least.

I need someone to hold the sky for me.
Pull me away and face the reality.

Hanquan

Surface

I am now stuck in the middle,

scared to take another step.

I think i should just wait,

until the time is ripe.

Until everything surface.

Crush

Do you ever think, when you're all alone.
All that we could be, where this thing could go.
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away

David Archuleta new song 'Crush'
It totally describe what i am feeling right now!!

A day of everything

We had a national day cum weishun belated birthday celebration on 9th august, saturday. The theme for the day is yellow even thought it was the national day. haha! Just the night before, we couldnt even decide on what to do, but end up doing eveything we suggested.

My dresscode for the day

First activity of the day was Kbox with weishun cl and yl. As usual kbox is always fun with them!

After that, we met up with yuheng and liwen for movie "The Journey to the Centre of the Earth". The movie was not bad but i was quite sleepy.

Some nice candid shots!

Then justin join us for sizzler. This is the second time we having dinner at sizzler on national day itself. haha! Next time don go there again la!

The guys

The yellow group

Then we suddenly decided to go double O to club, but weishun have to leave cause of duty the next day.

Some pictures of me with everyone! =)

Overall, it was a really fun day! Outing with the group is never boring.

hanquan

Pulau tekong

A place where most of the male citizens goes to in Singapore at the start of their National Service. Didn't have a chance to update my blog for almost two weeks, because i was back there cause the recruits in my company was having their outfield. 9 bloody day!

At the start was quite excited about this outfield, but end up i feel damm fuck up just the day before. My bloody leg got swollen again. Then ah chua, james and weixiang and me went out so that i can get medicine for my leg. THE NEXT SUAY thing is that i got allergy to that drug and my eye got swollen again. But due to my garangness, i still went as the advance party. Ah chua didn't get to join us cause his leg got fractured.

A lot of things happen during the field camp, good and bad. But overall i think everyone is unhappy with the field camp, cause they start to realise there is a serious problem with the management by the upper level. I was unsatisfied with the field camp too, but due to it, i am now able to double confirm my suspection. haha!!!!!! =)

p.s will update bout weishun birthday celebration soon!!!!

hanquan

With ME!

If you want others to be happy, you must be happy yourself first.

Forget where i saw this, but i think its really meaningful. This is the attitude everybody should have. I am always look so cheerful and happy just because i want people around me to be happy too! Also i want people to feel comfortable around me! haha!

haha. we all took photos with yuheng specs, but the funny thing is that we didnt take him with his spec!

Went out with yuheng today to buy his shorts, then after that meet up cl and yl for dinner. Had japanese food again. Althought it was just a simple dinner, we had lots of fun as always. AND i end up buying things also even thought i didnt plan for it. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway frens..... the dresscode for weishun birthday celebration will be YELLOW!!!! Its on 9 august, so dont make plan for it on that day!

Mid year reflection

Even thought it has already pass mid year for some time, its still not too late to make some reflection. Looking at some of the resolutions i have make at the start of the year, i think i really didnt achieve much. Such a failure! haha.

ok. firstly, i wanted to slim down more. Was around 90 at the start of the year, now 84! 6 kg not really a lot thought. MORE TO COME! haha.

Then some materials that i wanted to get but i have gotten none of it! haha!

Think i will never get anything!

A new camera.
A new watch.
A new wallet (duno say for how super long already!)(and i still waiting for my gucci wallet)
A new pair of glasses.

Wanted to start learning driving, but end up keep procrastinating!
Wanted to learn cooking, but never get the time! arggh!!!!!!


WHY!!!