Waves

I am feeling so down, a rush of emotions, almost drowning me. There's almost nothing now that I can be happy about. I just need a break. A break from all the thinking.

Han Quan

I don't want to miss a thing.

How many people can say that they have never miss any thing in their life? Here, I am not talking about missing to catch buses, mrt and whatever small and insignificant things you are thinking about. But more of different moments of our life and chances we could take but we choose to give it up.

For me, I am seriously uncertain on how many things I have already missed in my life. Most of the time, it is because the situation or the conditions don't permit us to grab it. We have no choice but to give it a miss. I often heard from many people and I also trying to tell myself that I should cherish every moment of my life. I should do what I like. But, how many people can earn a living with something they are passionate about. Rather would other people around you encourage you to do it? So life is rather contradicting. You should but you can't.

Yesterday night, it is the second time somebody sang "I don't want to miss a thing" on American Idol. First was David Cook, now Allison. Both time, different renditions, different emotions. Both renditions touch me deep down my heart.


Han Quan

OMG

OMG!!!! haha! We have just booked our trip to Taiwan this July. It's from 5th July to 9th July!!!! Unbelievable!!!! Haha. There is so much things to plan for now. So looking forward to it.

HanQuan

I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!

I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!

So many 21

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGTONG!!!!!!

I am damn proud of the present I had wrapped for her! It looks so nice! Haha!

Went out to celebrate yingtong's birthday on Tuesday. It has been a very long time since i last seen them. But we are still having a lot of fun. We were still laughing about things in the past. I guess those are the memories that won't be forgotten.


Han Quan

What hurts the most?

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that lovin' you
It's what I was trying to do

I heard this song on Wednesday during American Idol. It was sang by Danny Gokey. Didn't really listen to it when he sang it at first, cause I was busy using the mask given by cl. Then I went back to listen to it, I was really touched. How good can this song get! I think his rendition is also very good.

I guess the song really write out what many people feels. What hurts the most is when you love someone so much, but that person don't really give a damn.

I am looking out for him this season, cause he really sings well. I think he will be the next American Idol for season 9. But usually those I want them to win will end up only being the runner up. That's includes Diana Degarmo and David Archuleta. Haha! Hope such things will happen in this season again.

Smile

This week have been a very bad week for me even though it's just the third day of the week. A lot of things have been going against me and I was feeling quite down for a while. I was still telling a few of my friends that this is one of the lower period of my life so far. Haha.

But I am still keeping my smile. Cause there is still things that I still look forward to. So many reasons for me to smile. If there is 100 resson that can make me feel down, I will find 1000 reason to be happy again. Life is great!

A few days ago, my colleague asked me why I always have a smile on my face. I don't really know how to answer her also. It's just how I am.

Han Quan