HUAT AH!!!

I hereby wish everybody reading my blog a happy and prosperity chinese new year! Hope this year will be a good year for my family ahead. Hope all the suay thing will be left behind last year. haha! This chinese new year will be a very special one because it will be the last i am celebrating as a NSF! haha...

Last sunday went to my aunt house and make chinese goodies with her. It was quite fun at the start but it gets really tiring when we decide to make more so to give it out! haha! While waiting for the cookies to be ready, i took a few pictures with my cousin new phone, the camera has very clear resolution. =)

Me using my cousin camera

Chocolate walnut cookies

Some cornflake cookie (forget the name)

Insomniac

I can see you and
I don't even know you
falling into the sheets at night

Place my hand flat on my chest
Feel the heartbeat back the night
I've tried counting sheep and
I've talked with the shepherd
Played with my pillow forever and ever

I sit alone
and I watch the clock
I breathe in on the tick and out on the tock

I can hear your bare feet on the kitchen floor and
I don't have to have these dreams no more
I've found someone who can pull me tight and
hold the insomniac all night

Dig my head down deep so
I can't hear the carsoutside on the street and
The stars are laughing
They get a kick out of my misery

I've tried everything short
of Aristotleto Dramamine
and the whiskey in the bottle

I pray for the day when my ship comes in
when I can sleep the sleep of the just again

Clothes

Just want to post pictures of the clothes i have bought for chinese new year. =)

Long sleeve checkered shirt from G-STAR
Grey Tee from FCUK
Black with red striped POLO from CROCODILE
Pants From ESPIRT

I still need a belt!

Heroes

I do hope i have powers, to do anything i want.

I just finish watching season 2 of heroes. It is really a great show. I spend the whole day watching episode 4-11 today. It is too addictive and i just can't stop. The story is interesting, the plot is clever, the characters are simply wonderful. I just cant wait for season 3 to be out. But sadly they will only start fliming this march.

In the show, it shows how many people want to be a hero or something great. These people try to be something and they want not just a simple life, but a life they can help others and all. They want a life that is different from others. Everybody has a hope that the world will be saved from the evil.

I believe everyone can be a hero, regardless of whether they do possess supernatural powers. Everyone can bring great changes to people life. Of course i want to be a heroes in others. I want to bring joy to others. I want to have a significant part in their life. Last week, i was actually thinking of who will cry during my funeral, because i will never have a chance to witness it myself if the day comes.

Will you cry for me if i die? =) a simple question, but it means a lot to me.

when will it be my turn for happiness?

Mother

I can say the greatest person to anybody life should be his mum. She take care of you when you are sick. She give you money when you are really in need. She always think you are the best in their eyes. She will protect u no matter what.

When i am young, i hated my mum. Because she always scold me and nag at me. She will never let me do what i want. But when i start to get older, i realise what she do is because she want the best out of me.

She knows that i am very particular about people saying whether i slim down or not, so she will keep ensure me that i did no matter what. That time still remember when me and her walk past some old friends of her. That auntie first reaction was: "wah! hanquan, go army still cant slim down ah!" When i heard about this, i was so discouraged. But when we part from that old friend of hers, my mum quickly tell me: " Aiya! She never see you for so long, so she never see before your peak period." I was so touch when my mum say that.

My mum has been the greatest pillar in my life, i still remember the time when i did so badly for my PSLE and O level. She didnt even scold me. When i took my A level result, she was so worried that she keep calling me to ask how was it. She has always been there for me. She knows i spends a lot, so she sometimes will ask whether i got enough money to use, even thought she dont earn a lot.

I have never told her in face how much i love her before, because i dont dare. Its quite hard for a typical asian me. But i do really love her. I cant imagine the days without her, because i will start crying if i do.

Fourty-Two

42, this two numbers have been revolving around my life for almost 6 months already. In camp, almost everything i do got to be related to 42.

Firstly, the 4.2km run almost every other day.

Then today, during my company cohesion, we did a 42km cycling route around the newly formed up park connector from east coast park all the way to the bedok resevior park. It is really damm tiring, but i guess we all did have fun. My ass is really hurting badly now! haha.